A very profound event is getting ready to change my entire life, and sometimes no matter how much planning, goal-setting, mind mapping, or visualizing that you do, there are just some things that you can not control in your life – you can only control how you react to those things.  If I had to be perfectly honest with myself, this has been an event that I have seen coming for a long time – 5 years to be exact; I have just been praying for a miracle to heal us, and make us better – miracles do still happen right?? I am not sure what my life will look like in the next few days, weeks, month, or even years, and I have to tell you that I am scared, overwhelmed, and already lonely for “the way things used to be”. I pray that I am not making the biggest mistake of our lives ; I can’t see any other options.

Please, if there is anyone out there reading this little blog, please pray for us – we really, really need it.
Thank you.
Christina